The Journal

Reflections on Scripture, story, beauty, grief, faith,
and the ordinary places God meets us.

Erika Bain Erika Bain

Grief. Part Two: The Grief of Losing People When You Start to Heal

We rarely talk about the cost of healing . . . the people we lose along the way.

We talk about healing from unhealthy dynamics.

We talk about boundaries.

We talk about standing up against abuse, verbal attacks, disrespect, manipulation.

But we don’t often talk about the aftermath.

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Erika Bain Erika Bain

My 2026 Word of the Year.

For the past several years, I have entered each new year with a single word in prayer. Not as a goal to achieve or a theme to perform, but as a way of paying attention to what God might be inviting me into. It is less about choosing a direction and more about listening for one. A word becomes a lens, a quiet thread that runs beneath the months, often revealing its meaning slowly, sometimes not fully understood until much later. It is not something I strive to fulfill, but something I learn to recognize as it unfolds in real time.

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Beauty, Part Two: Exposure

As my 2025 word of the year, Beauty revealed something I never expected. It revealed the cost of living without walls.

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Beauty, Part One: Revelation

As my 2025 word of the year, Beauty revealed something I never expected.

Instead of ease, the year was marked by pain. Loss. Abandonment.

Strain . . . both personally and within the vocation and work my family carries.

Beauty did not arrive as I expected it to.

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Before the Crown, the Scroll

Before the Crown, the Scroll: Discover the surprising first act of Israel’s royal leaders and what it teaches us today.

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